One MORE!!

Unexpected surprise!!
But a happy event indeed...=D
4th birthday cake this year...
Thanks alot x100000...
Appreciate it!

4th cake for 20th birthday on 15.12.2008..

Although it was belated, but memorable and appreciated...

A Post For Scheming People..

The word "Scheming" means??!! "To plot to revenge, concealing crafty designs for advancing your own interest;a selfish and designing nation obsessed with the dark schemes of European intrigue.." This is the definition from Oxford dictionary... This word seems very deep or complicated? But scheming people always occur around us..
By the view of psycology, can we figure out why people wanted to be scheming? To protect themselves from dangers? Or to ensure that people wont take advantage of them? But not to forget, scheming people live a happy life? They feel happy when seeing others suffering from the act of their own? I don't believe in that...
Hence, why we live schemingly? Just live a simple life, and be clever as long as it is enough to protect ourself from letting others to take advantage of us..
And here I emphasize another word called "revengeful"... People who are revengeful are actually stupid people because they are hurting themselves while hurting others.. You don't get any benefit from ploting other people and make people suffering... So that is a kind of suicide behaviour.. So, why should we be revengeful? Just forget and forgive, and live a happier life, that's it! This is life.. And life is short... Learn to forget is a good thing and a good deed too...
(I read a blog belongs to a girl describing herself and found out that she is very ignorant to be scheming, hypocritic and revengeful... Just an opinion after reading her blog... =D)
Adios... Ahhaaa...

Why cant I just....?!

My botanic best friends --> Mr.Jack called me up just now and brought me for a lunch and at the same time, he introduced his new girlfriend AGAIN after introducing his ex-gf at the previous time I came back for a one week Hari Raya break(Just imagine how soon he can get a new girlfriend..).. Wow... Another year 1990 borned little chicks... Naive enough to be cheated by my professional girl tackling friend... =) Not to say cheated la but then he seems to change girlfriend every 3 months and yet he still dare to tell me that this is his last one ( although this is not the first time he telling me so...).. But then think deeply about him, sometimes can say is quite jealous about him... Outlook not too attractive, academically average, but got lots of money, driving Toyota Vios at the age of 18 ( Dad sponsored)... This is how, the girls are attracted to him... Maybe only naive girls or majority of the girls in this society nowdays are like that?? Very weird..We are normal human beings but he can do something that I cant do it... When I mention about this to him, he will say it's not that I cant, but it just that I don't want... Do you all think what he said is true? No idea.. Not too agree about what he is saying... It's not that I don't want, maybe phobia... Or perhaps other reasons.. Or excuses..
So what is the conclusion? No conclusion... Emo-ing? Nope.. Maybe just too boring... Makes me think all these nonsense.. But then still don't understand why I give people around the feeling that I like to play with relationship stuffs.. Am I a playboy? Nope.. I dont think so and dont even have the criteria or the advantages to do so... I just simply dont want to be tied down at such an early age... Freedom is more important to me now... Or maybe it is because influenced by mummy.. Ahhaaa... Trying to push the responsibility to mom..
But then, I can bluff everyone in this world, but not myself... I am slowly... day by day.. step by step... Being tied down by someone or the other part of me... Is this what I want? Or not my choice to choose whether I want or I dont want because it is out of mine control?! Confused!! Love stuffs... Ahhaaa... Talk easy, do hard... Just follow the fate... Think like that, I will feel more comfortable.. =D
What is all these craps??? I also do not know... Dont want to know... Perhaps, just simply thinking of nonsense... Many things in this world are not logic and cant solve by logical thinking or actions because there is another important element exist in human nature when the god created us, that's called "FEELING!!"...
Adios~