Today i watched NARNIA 2.. Wow!! Finally get to watch if after hoping for so long ( I mean, hoping for someone to date me for a movie actually =p).. Many people said the ending was too simple, but to me, overall, consider a good movie with a very interesting and attractive story lines (The water elements graphic was damm damm great!! Must WATCH!!)... Guys please proceed to the nearest cinema and watch it or else you will REGRET... And I am not earning a single cent commission for advertising the movie... Actually its recommending instead of using the word "ADVERTISING"!!! =)
And today I actually watched the movie with my sister and she bring along her sister and bro without my knowledge and kinda surprise actually... And here I am gonna thanks her for that bowl of "tang yuan"... Although haven eat yet but i think it looks and tastes nice right?! Perhaps..haha..
Her bro (currently form 1) was cute and quite a nice guy... Although a bit boastful but kids normally is like that... I can understand and tolerate this... LOLX.. But honestly, he has a good-looking features and kinda handsome actually... Looking forward to see him in future maybe in another 2 or 3 years... ( Was trying to comparing him with me haha..)
And today i found out something quite horrible about my sister and her siblings.. They can really eat alot... Not alot, but is super dupper MUCH!!! Can you imagine a kid aged 12+ can eat 1 whole regular size pizza ( erm...I think its around 6 slices) and he ate quite alot of garlic bread and of course he finished his mushroom soup and soft drink too...OMFG!!! That's why, don't judge a person by its size and don't underestimate the "KECIK" family... I am shocked today to see them eating... Maybe I am too lousy or...they actually abnormal?? Please vote for it...LOLX...
And actually, forgot to mention, I really don't have any patience to accompany ESPECIALLY GIRLS to shopping even though just a merely 15 minutes, I will become very impatient already... Was wondering how "mulia" those bf who accompany their gf to shop for hours.. Again proven, the POWER OF LOVE!!! (But honestly leh, I will also feel impatient even though accompany my own mother leh i mean shopping... And as i remember, i never accompany my ex-es to shop before..LOLX...)
Alright I stop here... And gonna remind my sister, next time if outing with your family, don't call me along because I feel weird leh hehe don't want to disturb u guys enjoy and having moments together ma... No offending meaning ya...
Thanks for your time and concern... Have a nice days...
Chaoz...
Friday, May 30, 2008
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Horoscope?Believe it?
Recently I started to believe in horoscope after my sister sent me an email about horoscope (damm accurate) ...Anyone interested can let me know so i can email to u all too... And i read about myself ---> Sagittarius ...Can say its 90% describing about me and that's the reason why I started to believe it... And i read my ex horoscope too ---> Scorpio and found out that Sagittarius guys are not match with Scorpio girls... Both Sag guy and Scor girl had a very different way in loving each other... That's true... That's why in the final stage between me and my previous ex, I felt that I am unable give what she want and she couldn't fulfill my request too and so, in the end, "game over" loo... Aikz stop mentioning about the past.. Human beings had their eyes in front to look frontwards not backwards.. ^^
And ya, I am having a quite abnormal life recently... No matter what time I sleep at night, I will wake up at around 1pm on the next morning... Maybe due to my "pigness", I am having difficulties in waking up from my comfortable bed every morning and dragggggggggggg and delay until 1pm or even 2pm sometimes... SHIT! If this situation continues, I will be having problems in waking up early to attend classes in University (after june 29 intake) ... What should I do? Trying hard to change it actually.. If anyone has any idea to help me, that will be better...^^
And i found out that my sister had been emo-ing for the past few days...She said she lost her direction, confuse and afraid of losing something due to changes... Well... Changes happen everywhere and every moment... For example myself, I need to change my life plan after getting shit STPM result (3.42 CGPA) and cancel my plan of persueing my studies in Singapore... I feel upset too but human beings must think more positively and don't give up easily... Maybe there is a better chance or opportunity waiting for me in local? Try to think like this and you will be much happier ya sister...
Alright and I stop here...Thanks for viewing and concern...Arigato!!!
Take care...
Adios..
Have a nice day...
And ya, I am having a quite abnormal life recently... No matter what time I sleep at night, I will wake up at around 1pm on the next morning... Maybe due to my "pigness", I am having difficulties in waking up from my comfortable bed every morning and dragggggggggggg and delay until 1pm or even 2pm sometimes... SHIT! If this situation continues, I will be having problems in waking up early to attend classes in University (after june 29 intake) ... What should I do? Trying hard to change it actually.. If anyone has any idea to help me, that will be better...^^
And i found out that my sister had been emo-ing for the past few days...She said she lost her direction, confuse and afraid of losing something due to changes... Well... Changes happen everywhere and every moment... For example myself, I need to change my life plan after getting shit STPM result (3.42 CGPA) and cancel my plan of persueing my studies in Singapore... I feel upset too but human beings must think more positively and don't give up easily... Maybe there is a better chance or opportunity waiting for me in local? Try to think like this and you will be much happier ya sister...
Alright and I stop here...Thanks for viewing and concern...Arigato!!!
Take care...
Adios..
Have a nice day...
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Exhausted Days!!!
I received a sms from Sue Chin last friday and she asked me to accompany her to the NUS welcome tea on Saturday...And as usual, I slept at 4am on Fri (actually is consider Sat morning d..) , and wake up at 7am so total up i slept for only 3 hours before accompanying her to the welcome tea...Half dead...Zombie...Till now i was still wondering how would i agree to accompany her that day...Seems cheated..(haha kidding only ya..)
And after the welcome tea, she had a date with her "ji mui" (Chun Fong, Li Lian, Su Ling) at the Red Box Sunway and she bring me along...4 girls versus 1 thin guy..OMFG!! The situation was so dangerous...Ahaha...We sang until 5.30pm and I reach home at around 7pm...Damm bloody exhausted...I was the one accompanying her for the whole day but don't know why i still felt like thanking her leh maybe because i saw her driving here and there for the whole day and she looked tired (and pity too ^^)...THANKS YA SI KECIK!!! Hence, I quickly take a nap because I had a clubing date with my friends at night (means Sat night ya sorry if i make u guys mix up the dates..)...
And at night, I reached Bar-Celona at 11pm...Wow the club was so hot and crowded....It was the first time I enter that place and it was quite nice actually just a bit too crowded due to its Sat night...And I found out that girls love clubing more than guys in this 21st century because girls stand 2/3 of the people in the club yesterday night...And of course, my eyes was busying looking for thin thin, white white, hair straight straight, eyes big big girls...hahaha...In conclusion, I enjoyed the night in Bar-Celona...
I reached home at 3am and slept until 12pm this morning....Feel like dying leh too exhausted already...So i rest for the whole day today...And today is my bad luck day...Why i say so?I went for basketball just now and hurt both of my thumb until I am having difficulties in Sms-ing...So SUEH!!! I think it takes a long time to recover..Haiz...Tomorrow sure let kecik laugh I "lemah" again since we will be meeting again tomorrow to celebrate Cheng's birthday together..
This few days are quite joyful..Not as boring as past few days...Dota eat slep..ZZzz...Bad life...
And alright, I stop here...Thanks viewers for your time and concern, may god bless u and all the best and good luck in everything...
Adios!!!
And after the welcome tea, she had a date with her "ji mui" (Chun Fong, Li Lian, Su Ling) at the Red Box Sunway and she bring me along...4 girls versus 1 thin guy..OMFG!! The situation was so dangerous...Ahaha...We sang until 5.30pm and I reach home at around 7pm...Damm bloody exhausted...I was the one accompanying her for the whole day but don't know why i still felt like thanking her leh maybe because i saw her driving here and there for the whole day and she looked tired (and pity too ^^)...THANKS YA SI KECIK!!! Hence, I quickly take a nap because I had a clubing date with my friends at night (means Sat night ya sorry if i make u guys mix up the dates..)...
And at night, I reached Bar-Celona at 11pm...Wow the club was so hot and crowded....It was the first time I enter that place and it was quite nice actually just a bit too crowded due to its Sat night...And I found out that girls love clubing more than guys in this 21st century because girls stand 2/3 of the people in the club yesterday night...And of course, my eyes was busying looking for thin thin, white white, hair straight straight, eyes big big girls...hahaha...In conclusion, I enjoyed the night in Bar-Celona...
I reached home at 3am and slept until 12pm this morning....Feel like dying leh too exhausted already...So i rest for the whole day today...And today is my bad luck day...Why i say so?I went for basketball just now and hurt both of my thumb until I am having difficulties in Sms-ing...So SUEH!!! I think it takes a long time to recover..Haiz...Tomorrow sure let kecik laugh I "lemah" again since we will be meeting again tomorrow to celebrate Cheng's birthday together..
This few days are quite joyful..Not as boring as past few days...Dota eat slep..ZZzz...Bad life...
And alright, I stop here...Thanks viewers for your time and concern, may god bless u and all the best and good luck in everything...
Adios!!!
Friday, May 23, 2008
"Yam Cha?!"
Today I am going to talk about"Yam Cha" (means drink tea activities)...Can anybody tell me what is the main point of "Yam Cha"? I used to take yam cha as a chance for friends and buddies to get together and talk, chatting around and telling each other problems etc... But lately I found out that, yam cha is just an official occasion among friends...
Why i suddenly have this kind of thoughts? Yesterday I went yam cha with Cheng, Edwin, Swee Hong and Kah Kok...They brought me to a coffee shop in Bkt Tinggi, we ordered drinks and sat there...Instead of chatting, we watched TV showing the movie "I not stupid 2"....So after sitting there for an hour, drinks are finished, they sent me home...
And i was thinking, what is the main point?Just meeting each other for an hour?Actually we didn't talk anything important yesterday...I wanted to tell them that actually i feel quite lonely lately and I am quite messed up but they seems too focus to the movie and I couldn't even have a chance to talk...Well...Of course when u seeing your friends are focusing on the movie, u don't feel like disturbing them by telling your problems, feelings right? That's the better way to describe what actually happen yesterday night...
Actually I am not emo-ing...Just wondering and have some thoughts so share with u guys...But honestly, if this situation continues, I feel our yam cha will be meaningless (Watch movie at home also can watch la! What for purposely waste u guys time and money to come all the way from klang just to watch movie?)...I prefer blogging here at least I can vomit out my feelings and feel better after blogging...Maybe I am weird, but that's my feeling...NO OFFENDING PURPOSE YA!!! (But i really thought kah kok got things to tell me yesterday...lol..)
I stop here. Thanks for your time and concern...Take care and all the best..
Adios!
Why i suddenly have this kind of thoughts? Yesterday I went yam cha with Cheng, Edwin, Swee Hong and Kah Kok...They brought me to a coffee shop in Bkt Tinggi, we ordered drinks and sat there...Instead of chatting, we watched TV showing the movie "I not stupid 2"....So after sitting there for an hour, drinks are finished, they sent me home...
And i was thinking, what is the main point?Just meeting each other for an hour?Actually we didn't talk anything important yesterday...I wanted to tell them that actually i feel quite lonely lately and I am quite messed up but they seems too focus to the movie and I couldn't even have a chance to talk...Well...Of course when u seeing your friends are focusing on the movie, u don't feel like disturbing them by telling your problems, feelings right? That's the better way to describe what actually happen yesterday night...
Actually I am not emo-ing...Just wondering and have some thoughts so share with u guys...But honestly, if this situation continues, I feel our yam cha will be meaningless (Watch movie at home also can watch la! What for purposely waste u guys time and money to come all the way from klang just to watch movie?)...I prefer blogging here at least I can vomit out my feelings and feel better after blogging...Maybe I am weird, but that's my feeling...NO OFFENDING PURPOSE YA!!! (But i really thought kah kok got things to tell me yesterday...lol..)
I stop here. Thanks for your time and concern...Take care and all the best..
Adios!
Thursday, May 22, 2008
My Life so Boring!!!
In the morning when i usually wake up at 12pm or even later,after brushing my teeth and take a light breakfast, I will sit in front of my desktop and start playing chess,dota,chatting...etc...until I feel hungry, I will cycle out to take my lunch...After finishing my lunch (Normally is Mamak stuff coz Botanic don't have any shops around..), I will cycle back and continue my computer games routine life...My mom lecture me almost everyday about it...Haih...But besides computer games, what else can i do in the whole boring weekday? Without transport and with a limited financial income...And mostly all of my friends are busying their own stuff too...I really have no idea about what else can I do during weekdays...
Heng Kecik will plan some activities once a while but I understand that she have her own problems too and I really don't want to trouble her because whenever there is an outing, she will have to fetch me because usually the outing that she plan is during daytime while my transportation only available during night time...LOLZ...(Paiseh ya kecik, i'll definitely repay ur kindness if got chance..^^)
My previous ex-gf --->YM had successfully get into NUS and she is now having an interview and briefing in Singapore...Sometimes i think i will feel weird because all this while I've been telling everyone that I am going to Singapore to pursue my studies after STPM but due the my standard of education(means bad result 3.42), rejected by Singapore government...AIkz...And ya, i remembered that the same feeling came into my mind when I was on my way back from the east coast trip, Neoh asked me "ei?u not going singapore anymore?why?" and I really feel embarassed to answer her...Haiz although its quite a "hard" feeling but need to face it too and accept the fact...(Besides that, what else can I do?Ask mom to spend alot of money to push me there?That's not my style and i dont want to burden my family...)
From here i learned a lesson ---> Do not say things too early and put too high hope on it! Things not necassary will go as what we planned...So we must know how to adapt the situation if something goes wrong so that we will be much happier in our life...Aiks there are too much of
philosophies in my blog these days and sorry ya if make u guys boring.. ;-p
I hope jobs company will call me up and offer me some part time jobs or else I will have to continue my abnormal "Computer Games" life which I am not happy with it too...
(I know and I realize that my English in this post are broken and hope viewers dont mind and correct me if u willing too...thanks alot!)
Thanks for your time and concern....All the best and good luck to all of my viewers..
Adios!!!
Heng Kecik will plan some activities once a while but I understand that she have her own problems too and I really don't want to trouble her because whenever there is an outing, she will have to fetch me because usually the outing that she plan is during daytime while my transportation only available during night time...LOLZ...(Paiseh ya kecik, i'll definitely repay ur kindness if got chance..^^)
My previous ex-gf --->YM had successfully get into NUS and she is now having an interview and briefing in Singapore...Sometimes i think i will feel weird because all this while I've been telling everyone that I am going to Singapore to pursue my studies after STPM but due the my standard of education(means bad result 3.42), rejected by Singapore government...AIkz...And ya, i remembered that the same feeling came into my mind when I was on my way back from the east coast trip, Neoh asked me "ei?u not going singapore anymore?why?" and I really feel embarassed to answer her...Haiz although its quite a "hard" feeling but need to face it too and accept the fact...(Besides that, what else can I do?Ask mom to spend alot of money to push me there?That's not my style and i dont want to burden my family...)
From here i learned a lesson ---> Do not say things too early and put too high hope on it! Things not necassary will go as what we planned...So we must know how to adapt the situation if something goes wrong so that we will be much happier in our life...Aiks there are too much of
philosophies in my blog these days and sorry ya if make u guys boring.. ;-p
I hope jobs company will call me up and offer me some part time jobs or else I will have to continue my abnormal "Computer Games" life which I am not happy with it too...
(I know and I realize that my English in this post are broken and hope viewers dont mind and correct me if u willing too...thanks alot!)
Thanks for your time and concern....All the best and good luck to all of my viewers..
Adios!!!
Monday, May 19, 2008
Facing The Real Life....
As what my cute sister said, after enjoying so much, we still need to come back to the cruel reality...We still need to face it and there is no way out of it...Hmmm...I quite agree what she said...
Dota-ing everyday is not a good solution from escaping the fear of loneliness...Although i have many friends around me, but friends are friends, they have their limit in every side...Their limited caring as a friends, limited understanding etc...Although people always say, "Love is Once in your life but Friendship is Forever and Unlimited.." Ya! Its true...Love always let a person feel hurt, upset while friendship won't...But think deeply, there are many things friendship cant give but LOVE can...
Today i refer back all the letters (Communication between me and my Ex), recall back alot of happy and sad memories in the past...I logged on to the friendster and looked at my friends profile, i saw his primary photo and he was hugging his girlfriend ( the one since form6) sweetly...I saw eternity in their relationship...I hope for that too and again, faith does not allow me...Maybe u will feel i love to blame the faith, the God for being unlucky but i am just grumbling...Wont give up that easily..As my mom said, "We Human Hold Our Own Luck in Our Own Hand And We Decide It!"
Anyway, I am hoping to get into University as soon as possible, hoping for a new environment, new friends, new challenges as well...Failed to get into Singapore is not a big deal, it does not represent the failure of my life..I will work hard in local universities as well to achieve my dream of being a super duber RICH man...
Why I aim for "RICH" man but not a happy man? As i getting older (actually means adult la^^), I mix with variety of friends, I met all kinds of human beings, I realize that even LOVE can be bought by money..I said LOVE, but not TRUE LOVE...But how many people in this world can actually differentiate it? Me? Let me think about it before answering..Maybe i am kind of Materialistic or so called "Money Eye" people...As long as I got money, I will be happy...Hence, I will find alot alot of money...(hey, no money, want "pat toh" buy flower also hard la!!)
I stop here...Thanks for viewing...
(Actually I also do not know what is the main point of blogging today...Just feel my heart is damm heavy and feel like vomit out something...Please read and ignore it if you feel it is "wu liao"...)
Adios!!
Dota-ing everyday is not a good solution from escaping the fear of loneliness...Although i have many friends around me, but friends are friends, they have their limit in every side...Their limited caring as a friends, limited understanding etc...Although people always say, "Love is Once in your life but Friendship is Forever and Unlimited.." Ya! Its true...Love always let a person feel hurt, upset while friendship won't...But think deeply, there are many things friendship cant give but LOVE can...
Today i refer back all the letters (Communication between me and my Ex), recall back alot of happy and sad memories in the past...I logged on to the friendster and looked at my friends profile, i saw his primary photo and he was hugging his girlfriend ( the one since form6) sweetly...I saw eternity in their relationship...I hope for that too and again, faith does not allow me...Maybe u will feel i love to blame the faith, the God for being unlucky but i am just grumbling...Wont give up that easily..As my mom said, "We Human Hold Our Own Luck in Our Own Hand And We Decide It!"
Anyway, I am hoping to get into University as soon as possible, hoping for a new environment, new friends, new challenges as well...Failed to get into Singapore is not a big deal, it does not represent the failure of my life..I will work hard in local universities as well to achieve my dream of being a super duber RICH man...
Why I aim for "RICH" man but not a happy man? As i getting older (actually means adult la^^), I mix with variety of friends, I met all kinds of human beings, I realize that even LOVE can be bought by money..I said LOVE, but not TRUE LOVE...But how many people in this world can actually differentiate it? Me? Let me think about it before answering..Maybe i am kind of Materialistic or so called "Money Eye" people...As long as I got money, I will be happy...Hence, I will find alot alot of money...(hey, no money, want "pat toh" buy flower also hard la!!)
I stop here...Thanks for viewing...
(Actually I also do not know what is the main point of blogging today...Just feel my heart is damm heavy and feel like vomit out something...Please read and ignore it if you feel it is "wu liao"...)
Adios!!
Friday, May 16, 2008
Sometimes Things Seem Happy But It's NOT at All...
Just finish enjoying with all my buddies,sisters and friends at the east coast of Malaysia..Same word to describe east coast island --->WONDERFUL!!! While the west coast like Port Dickson,Morib etc can't compare at all...But although the trip is quite enjoying but alot of so called "yi han"...
Snokering...Pool...Disco...KTVs...These are just the surface activities...Why i called it surface activities?Because when we are having these activities,we might smile happily,play and enjoy crazily but actually,deep inside our heart,there are loneliness,regrets,and many more other true feelings...
During this trip, I walked along the beach with my ex-schoolmate -->Chung Roei(Teacher) for the first time...I always hope to do this with the one i love but unfortunately, faith does not allow me to do so...But never mind la,walk with Roei also not bad what...At least she consider as leng lui also..haha..(Aiyo why this fellow so pentingkan outlook one?!) And of course,we both vomited alot of heart feelings too...She kinda understand me actually....Maybe we are the same type...We look happy,cheerful but actually,we are lonely human beings...But we are lonely,not PITY!!! Please be noted!!! But something weird about me and Roei is, when we meet, we can be very close, but after we go back to our own home, she will continue her own life without contacting me..And of course,I am the same too...Weird right?The god above us love to play with relationship matters..perhaps...But anyway, I am happy and glad to know her...
And here my guai sister's name appear again....Heng Sue Chin..LOLX...The last night of our trip, she didn't sleep for the whole night and the funny thing is, the next morning she told me that she wanted to wake me up for sun rise scene at 4am but she scared i EMO her if she wake me up so at last she waited for the sun rise at the beach ALONE leaving me in the room sleep like a stupid fool!!!What the HELL!!!First day know me ah?I got so emotional or not?!Now it became a "yi han" already...Haiz...Never mind la since we got many other chance one haha don't get offended ya because I am not blaming you(But please....NO NEXT TIME YA!!)...And that cute teacher,she wanted to wake me up too at 3am to accompany her to walk along the beach and u know what she told me at the next morning???
"Oh i see your room was dark so i don't want to disturb u hence,i didn't wake u up lo!" and again...What the HELL!!!!! So many "yi han"!!!! Aikz..Although i know still got many other chance but how long do i need to wait oh?!! Everyone is going to start studying at the end of JUNE...Haiz...
But overall,the trip is consider quite enjoying la...Don't be too greedy..haha...Sorry to all my blog viewers for not updating my blog for so long...Thanks for your time and have a nice day...
Adios....
Snokering...Pool...Disco...KTVs...These are just the surface activities...Why i called it surface activities?Because when we are having these activities,we might smile happily,play and enjoy crazily but actually,deep inside our heart,there are loneliness,regrets,and many more other true feelings...
During this trip, I walked along the beach with my ex-schoolmate -->Chung Roei(Teacher) for the first time...I always hope to do this with the one i love but unfortunately, faith does not allow me to do so...But never mind la,walk with Roei also not bad what...At least she consider as leng lui also..haha..(Aiyo why this fellow so pentingkan outlook one?!) And of course,we both vomited alot of heart feelings too...She kinda understand me actually....Maybe we are the same type...We look happy,cheerful but actually,we are lonely human beings...But we are lonely,not PITY!!! Please be noted!!! But something weird about me and Roei is, when we meet, we can be very close, but after we go back to our own home, she will continue her own life without contacting me..And of course,I am the same too...Weird right?The god above us love to play with relationship matters..perhaps...But anyway, I am happy and glad to know her...
And here my guai sister's name appear again....Heng Sue Chin..LOLX...The last night of our trip, she didn't sleep for the whole night and the funny thing is, the next morning she told me that she wanted to wake me up for sun rise scene at 4am but she scared i EMO her if she wake me up so at last she waited for the sun rise at the beach ALONE leaving me in the room sleep like a stupid fool!!!What the HELL!!!First day know me ah?I got so emotional or not?!Now it became a "yi han" already...Haiz...Never mind la since we got many other chance one haha don't get offended ya because I am not blaming you(But please....NO NEXT TIME YA!!)...And that cute teacher,she wanted to wake me up too at 3am to accompany her to walk along the beach and u know what she told me at the next morning???
"Oh i see your room was dark so i don't want to disturb u hence,i didn't wake u up lo!" and again...What the HELL!!!!! So many "yi han"!!!! Aikz..Although i know still got many other chance but how long do i need to wait oh?!! Everyone is going to start studying at the end of JUNE...Haiz...
But overall,the trip is consider quite enjoying la...Don't be too greedy..haha...Sorry to all my blog viewers for not updating my blog for so long...Thanks for your time and have a nice day...
Adios....
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Yeahooooo.........
This is the last post before i start to depart to east coast at 10pm tonight...I feel extremely excited right now because this is the first time i tour with 23 friends(whole big group)....Started to imagine things are going to happen in this coming 3 days...haha sure damm fun...
Yesterday i went to cut my hair with my new brother ---> IVAN
Ahha~ but due to some reason, we couldn't manage to join our friends lim-teh activity so in the end we end up spend the whole night at GGC dota-ing...LOLX dota with Ivan is an extremely fun experience and so far i teamed up v him,we never lose a single game before..(means UNBEATABLE) wakakakaka....
Aikz...There many things waiting for me to do...I haven prepare anything(eg.packing) for the trip...Actually just "saja" wan blog before going to the trip ahahaha nothing special....
Tadaaazz...
Yesterday i went to cut my hair with my new brother ---> IVAN
Ahha~ but due to some reason, we couldn't manage to join our friends lim-teh activity so in the end we end up spend the whole night at GGC dota-ing...LOLX dota with Ivan is an extremely fun experience and so far i teamed up v him,we never lose a single game before..(means UNBEATABLE) wakakakaka....
Aikz...There many things waiting for me to do...I haven prepare anything(eg.packing) for the trip...Actually just "saja" wan blog before going to the trip ahahaha nothing special....
Tadaaazz...
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
I Started To Feel My Life Is Quite Colourful Actually...
Today went bowling and "pool"-ing with Sue Chin and my new friend Ivan(gonna add him into my buddy list since i feel he's damm nice haha) Waaaaaa....Today very lucky to be champion bowler(actually the contestants are Sue Chin,Ivan and me only)...haha but still i will feel happy la..At least today is not as boring as the past few weeks...Maybe its because Ivan and Sue Chin are not working anymore so more people are able to accompany me but anyway thank them alot especially Sue Chin who always fetch me around without complaining at all but actually i know its very inconvenient and i really appreciate it...Thanks si kecil!!Haha..
I am getting very excited for this coming trip although i went there before during FEB of 2008.The feeling of going with families and friends aren't the same at all..At least with friends,we can do alot of things which is we cant do it with family (eg.CLUBBING) LOL..But with family,the most important benefit is ---> I DON'T NEED TO PAY A SINGLE CENT!!! Haha so i choose to go both and enjoy both benefits (although sounds clever but actually quite stupid leh go a same place twice in a short period)...
And again i want to remind myself is to BOOST UP YOUR OWN ENGLISH STANDARD ASAP!!! My good sister Sue Chin support me and correct me immediatly if i use the wrong grammar, sentence or phrase...Although if she correct me in front of others, people will feel weird but to me, i thanks her(I know its for my own good) and hope she can correct me more...Actually quite envy those good english speaker (eg.my own 2nd doctor bro...) Hope my standard of english can be up to his level in future...
Aikz my blog seems boring..Sorry to all my blog viewers if u feel boring....
Oh ya nearly forgotten to clarify that, Sue Chin's name often appear in my blog and she is my good sister so guys please don't misunderstand or start any "wu liao" rumours ya or she will kill me(although she's small in size but quite horrible too...) I think she will use her "kun tao bu" and "ji" my face after reading this..haha...
To all my viewers,thanks for your time and concern...Take care and all the best to all of my viewers and all the bloggers of this world...ROFL!!!
Tadaaaazzzzzzz.............
I am getting very excited for this coming trip although i went there before during FEB of 2008.The feeling of going with families and friends aren't the same at all..At least with friends,we can do alot of things which is we cant do it with family (eg.CLUBBING) LOL..But with family,the most important benefit is ---> I DON'T NEED TO PAY A SINGLE CENT!!! Haha so i choose to go both and enjoy both benefits (although sounds clever but actually quite stupid leh go a same place twice in a short period)...
And again i want to remind myself is to BOOST UP YOUR OWN ENGLISH STANDARD ASAP!!! My good sister Sue Chin support me and correct me immediatly if i use the wrong grammar, sentence or phrase...Although if she correct me in front of others, people will feel weird but to me, i thanks her(I know its for my own good) and hope she can correct me more...Actually quite envy those good english speaker (eg.my own 2nd doctor bro...) Hope my standard of english can be up to his level in future...
Aikz my blog seems boring..Sorry to all my blog viewers if u feel boring....
Oh ya nearly forgotten to clarify that, Sue Chin's name often appear in my blog and she is my good sister so guys please don't misunderstand or start any "wu liao" rumours ya or she will kill me(although she's small in size but quite horrible too...) I think she will use her "kun tao bu" and "ji" my face after reading this..haha...
To all my viewers,thanks for your time and concern...Take care and all the best to all of my viewers and all the bloggers of this world...ROFL!!!
Tadaaaazzzzzzz.............
Sunday, May 4, 2008
More Relieve Now!!!
No point being sad because of something that we can't change it...Why not just face it and overcome it?I will do it for sure...A little failure doesn't represent the end of my life.(although its really quite sad over what happened recently.) But then i will stand up, be stronger than last time, overcome it and solve it..I want the whole world to know that I am not that weak...I will make this failure a lesson for me to improve myself and do better in future in order to become a successful(of coz most important is rich la hehe^^) person....
I think mostly the government will offer me to University Utara Malaysia (UUM) which is located in Kedah..Half an hour to Langkawi Jeti u can imagine how far it is...But hope to get there because my teachers said the accountancy there was quite good..A new enviroment hoping that a new LAME_MARY too of course is a better one LOL...Was considering taking double degree but most important at the moment is to improve my super broken english first..
I am going on a trip next week to a seaside on the east coast of Malaysia..Once again i can enjoy the wave and beautiful sea of South China Ocean haha quite excited although still got 1 more week to go...
And 1 thing i found out about myself is that I am not quite interested in getting into a relationship...I prefer making friends around and getting close and intimate friendship with several girls but not girlfriend and boyfriend type...Is this abnormal?Hope to see u guys comment about this haha...Feel like no mood to pat toh already don't know is it possible i will become gay or not hahaha....And my new friend Joanne, the first few days i get to know her,i thought she was my Miss.RIGHT but then now suddenly just feel like making friends with her only at the moment...maybe i am afraid of being rejected or failed again in love world....
(Shit la i writing this blog i also realize that my english is damm sux..Please help me to correct thanks...)
And once again, thanks to all of my blog viewers...Thanks for your time and concern...Hope u guys have a nice time and good luck in everything... =)
Tadaaaaaaaa!!!
I think mostly the government will offer me to University Utara Malaysia (UUM) which is located in Kedah..Half an hour to Langkawi Jeti u can imagine how far it is...But hope to get there because my teachers said the accountancy there was quite good..A new enviroment hoping that a new LAME_MARY too of course is a better one LOL...Was considering taking double degree but most important at the moment is to improve my super broken english first..
I am going on a trip next week to a seaside on the east coast of Malaysia..Once again i can enjoy the wave and beautiful sea of South China Ocean haha quite excited although still got 1 more week to go...
And 1 thing i found out about myself is that I am not quite interested in getting into a relationship...I prefer making friends around and getting close and intimate friendship with several girls but not girlfriend and boyfriend type...Is this abnormal?Hope to see u guys comment about this haha...Feel like no mood to pat toh already don't know is it possible i will become gay or not hahaha....And my new friend Joanne, the first few days i get to know her,i thought she was my Miss.RIGHT but then now suddenly just feel like making friends with her only at the moment...maybe i am afraid of being rejected or failed again in love world....
(Shit la i writing this blog i also realize that my english is damm sux..Please help me to correct thanks...)
And once again, thanks to all of my blog viewers...Thanks for your time and concern...Hope u guys have a nice time and good luck in everything... =)
Tadaaaaaaaa!!!
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Everything Seems Nice Will Become Worse In The End..
This is my first blog and to all my beloved viewers, please correct me if i have any grammar mistake..Part of efforts to improve my broken English =)
I am kind of guy who likes to keep everything inside my heart but lately i feel my heart was fulled and i had to vomit out some in this blog...Emotionally unstable actually...Hopes and dreams unfufilled...
I pray so hard hoping that Singapore NTU will accept me although my result is bad but still put quite a high hope because i really LOVE there compare to our Malaysian Government...Finally,after waiting for 1 month plus, i receive an email from NTU saying that my application was unsuccessful due to large amount of application and they will only select among the best...That's why i failed...NGMP 3.42? Whats that? Is that a rubbish?
Thanks to friends and my family who gave me support and comfort me not to be too sad...I know its not end of my life for not going Singapore to study...If i say i am alright, i am bluffing...But don't worry, i will be ok soon just need some time...
Yesterday i went to Barcelona Disco near Sunway Pyramid with few of my Taylor's College friends (girls of course) haha... A lot of ppl so in the end we didn't enter the disco and went to Asia Cafe to have some drinks...I get to know a girl named Joanne age 18 this year from JB..She's nice and i seems got attracted to her..if course she is taylor's student studying mass communication..Waaa know ppl one day only know so much bout ppl haha biasa la interested sure will ask more wat... =) (interested as friends only at the moment please don't misunderstood!)
I feel very happy yesterday night...everything seems fun...but can anyone answer my question : Friends respect each other by bullying?
Although i know my friends are just playing, joking with me but they never understand my feelings because they are not the one being bullied...Sometimes just joking around i am ok with it but continuously will make me feel fed up and meaningless lor (plus i am kinda jaga air muka)..
I recommend a new friend of mine staying at botanic to them...1st day we went outing together also they wanna act like boss, and clever in everything and of course...they wont forget to bully me too.. although seems funny but then i feel uncomfortable with it honestly...I purposely beg my botanic friend to fetch them and arrange everything to go clubbing but they seems feel like very "ying kai" like that and show no thanks at all...Is it because i always tolerate because they are my friends so nowdays they already get use to it and become a way of communication between me and them?If yes really sorry lor i don't know how long i can tolerate some more...
And here specially thanks to my clever sister ---> Heng Sue Chin for giving me courage to start this blog...thanks alot..i feel much better after vomiting all mine hearts feeling into this blog...but still wondering...when my friends will start realize actually i feel very uncomfortable with the way they treat me or so called "JOKING ONLY"...zzz...
I am kind of guy who likes to keep everything inside my heart but lately i feel my heart was fulled and i had to vomit out some in this blog...Emotionally unstable actually...Hopes and dreams unfufilled...
I pray so hard hoping that Singapore NTU will accept me although my result is bad but still put quite a high hope because i really LOVE there compare to our Malaysian Government...Finally,after waiting for 1 month plus, i receive an email from NTU saying that my application was unsuccessful due to large amount of application and they will only select among the best...That's why i failed...NGMP 3.42? Whats that? Is that a rubbish?
Thanks to friends and my family who gave me support and comfort me not to be too sad...I know its not end of my life for not going Singapore to study...If i say i am alright, i am bluffing...But don't worry, i will be ok soon just need some time...
Yesterday i went to Barcelona Disco near Sunway Pyramid with few of my Taylor's College friends (girls of course) haha... A lot of ppl so in the end we didn't enter the disco and went to Asia Cafe to have some drinks...I get to know a girl named Joanne age 18 this year from JB..She's nice and i seems got attracted to her..if course she is taylor's student studying mass communication..Waaa know ppl one day only know so much bout ppl haha biasa la interested sure will ask more wat... =) (interested as friends only at the moment please don't misunderstood!)
I feel very happy yesterday night...everything seems fun...but can anyone answer my question : Friends respect each other by bullying?
Although i know my friends are just playing, joking with me but they never understand my feelings because they are not the one being bullied...Sometimes just joking around i am ok with it but continuously will make me feel fed up and meaningless lor (plus i am kinda jaga air muka)..
I recommend a new friend of mine staying at botanic to them...1st day we went outing together also they wanna act like boss, and clever in everything and of course...they wont forget to bully me too.. although seems funny but then i feel uncomfortable with it honestly...I purposely beg my botanic friend to fetch them and arrange everything to go clubbing but they seems feel like very "ying kai" like that and show no thanks at all...Is it because i always tolerate because they are my friends so nowdays they already get use to it and become a way of communication between me and them?If yes really sorry lor i don't know how long i can tolerate some more...
And here specially thanks to my clever sister ---> Heng Sue Chin for giving me courage to start this blog...thanks alot..i feel much better after vomiting all mine hearts feeling into this blog...but still wondering...when my friends will start realize actually i feel very uncomfortable with the way they treat me or so called "JOKING ONLY"...zzz...
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