One MORE!!

Unexpected surprise!!
But a happy event indeed...=D
4th birthday cake this year...
Thanks alot x100000...
Appreciate it!

4th cake for 20th birthday on 15.12.2008..

Although it was belated, but memorable and appreciated...

A Post For Scheming People..

The word "Scheming" means??!! "To plot to revenge, concealing crafty designs for advancing your own interest;a selfish and designing nation obsessed with the dark schemes of European intrigue.." This is the definition from Oxford dictionary... This word seems very deep or complicated? But scheming people always occur around us..
By the view of psycology, can we figure out why people wanted to be scheming? To protect themselves from dangers? Or to ensure that people wont take advantage of them? But not to forget, scheming people live a happy life? They feel happy when seeing others suffering from the act of their own? I don't believe in that...
Hence, why we live schemingly? Just live a simple life, and be clever as long as it is enough to protect ourself from letting others to take advantage of us..
And here I emphasize another word called "revengeful"... People who are revengeful are actually stupid people because they are hurting themselves while hurting others.. You don't get any benefit from ploting other people and make people suffering... So that is a kind of suicide behaviour.. So, why should we be revengeful? Just forget and forgive, and live a happier life, that's it! This is life.. And life is short... Learn to forget is a good thing and a good deed too...
(I read a blog belongs to a girl describing herself and found out that she is very ignorant to be scheming, hypocritic and revengeful... Just an opinion after reading her blog... =D)
Adios... Ahhaaa...

Why cant I just....?!

My botanic best friends --> Mr.Jack called me up just now and brought me for a lunch and at the same time, he introduced his new girlfriend AGAIN after introducing his ex-gf at the previous time I came back for a one week Hari Raya break(Just imagine how soon he can get a new girlfriend..).. Wow... Another year 1990 borned little chicks... Naive enough to be cheated by my professional girl tackling friend... =) Not to say cheated la but then he seems to change girlfriend every 3 months and yet he still dare to tell me that this is his last one ( although this is not the first time he telling me so...).. But then think deeply about him, sometimes can say is quite jealous about him... Outlook not too attractive, academically average, but got lots of money, driving Toyota Vios at the age of 18 ( Dad sponsored)... This is how, the girls are attracted to him... Maybe only naive girls or majority of the girls in this society nowdays are like that?? Very weird..We are normal human beings but he can do something that I cant do it... When I mention about this to him, he will say it's not that I cant, but it just that I don't want... Do you all think what he said is true? No idea.. Not too agree about what he is saying... It's not that I don't want, maybe phobia... Or perhaps other reasons.. Or excuses..
So what is the conclusion? No conclusion... Emo-ing? Nope.. Maybe just too boring... Makes me think all these nonsense.. But then still don't understand why I give people around the feeling that I like to play with relationship stuffs.. Am I a playboy? Nope.. I dont think so and dont even have the criteria or the advantages to do so... I just simply dont want to be tied down at such an early age... Freedom is more important to me now... Or maybe it is because influenced by mummy.. Ahhaaa... Trying to push the responsibility to mom..
But then, I can bluff everyone in this world, but not myself... I am slowly... day by day.. step by step... Being tied down by someone or the other part of me... Is this what I want? Or not my choice to choose whether I want or I dont want because it is out of mine control?! Confused!! Love stuffs... Ahhaaa... Talk easy, do hard... Just follow the fate... Think like that, I will feel more comfortable.. =D
What is all these craps??? I also do not know... Dont want to know... Perhaps, just simply thinking of nonsense... Many things in this world are not logic and cant solve by logical thinking or actions because there is another important element exist in human nature when the god created us, that's called "FEELING!!"...
Adios~

Left out SOMETHING!!!

This is the most beautiful part of the surprises SEMI-D + EDWIN SIM gave me on that night and I missed out in blogging this morning... Please have a look... What a pityful boy... Haha... =D

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Thanks to Mr. Edwin Sim... Ahaa...
Adios~

Memorable Birthdayzz..

Thanks to all of my nice and sincere friends for giving me an enjoyable birthday with surprises, joyness and etc... Thanks to SEMI-D and Edwin for coming right to the front of my house and surprise me ( in details, should ask Edwin what he did to me on that night.. =D ).. Not trying to show off, but just to share... These are my 3 cakes I received on my 20th birthday... Thanks alot alot for these...

Cake from SEMI-D + Edwin brozz =D

Cake from UUM brothers!!

And this... Cake from My Dream Girl..
(Hand-made) Touching.. Lolx

I appreciated for you guys and girls effort for helping me to pass and celebrate this memorable birthday.. Just 1 word :
"THANKS ALOT x100000"!!!
Take care everyone..
Have a nice day =D

Last Day at Klang AGAINZZ..

Ehhem... Going back to UUM tonight.. 11.20pm bus.. Going back to a packed, a little stressed and pressured but make us turn mature and good in time management lives.. Although a little "mmmm seh tak" to leave my SEMI-D here, because the holiday was too short to me.. But then I think I will get use to this kind of feelings very fast and soon..

Back to UUM with UUM brothers as well but... The most important person whom I wish to meet at the moment I step down from the bus when I reach UUM, is not around.. She is still "Far Apart.." Not to deny that I miss her but... Miss her in what kind of manner? Me myself not too sure about.. So whenever I mention about missing her, guys please don't misunderstand ya... Just close / good friend... Like how I miss you all too... Ha ha..

Preparing for the basketball competition on Oct 9.. My first time participating in it.. Hope can get a little achievement from this competition.. And I failed to arrange time for singing KTV with SEMI during this holiday.. Aikz regret or in another word "yi han"?! (Anyone please help me to translate yi han in english?)

What else to say... Hmmm... I think that's all... My next post will be quite a period from now because it is not convenient to blog in my Uni since I am not having my own laptop.. But whenever I got time, I will post my new life over there..
Take care everyone... Especially Sickz.. Don't worry, we will stay by your side and support you..
Adios..

Hari Raya 1 & 2

Routine life reporting :

On the 1st day or Raya, Dino planned to club at night but he said majority of his friend told him unable to go at the last minute.. He got frustrated and ended up not going with us too.. In the end, I drove and brought Ivan and Sickz to join my UUM friends at Coco-Banana 11pm. I was worrying whether hard for them to mix with my UUM friends or not since they belong to different category of people but I was relieved because they are sociable and managed to coup in easily.. So the conclusion is, we enjoyed the night and Ivan Sickz made new friends..
( Andeline - Ivan...Tracy - Sickz... ngek ngek...)

On the 2nd day of Raya, SEMI went to Sunway Pyramid and watched "Painted Skin".. Nice movie with fighting actions and romantic, touching love stories (Gaga this make me remember of someone dropped her tears during the touching part of this movie.. Noob! =p) And a little advice for you guys, "Not to go to big big shopping complex during peak season or public holiday!!" because you might need to spend plenty of time searching for parking, may not able to play certain games because too crowded, and of course the price of certain things like bowling etc will increase and it is not worth playing at all.. So besides movie, we spend most of our time hanging around and shopping in Pyramid.. And not to forget to mention, we ate our dinner together with UUM friends again.. After that, we went to Station One Bkt Tinggi to have our 2nd round of yam cha and then go home..

This is the way SEMI spend their days together... Although seems boring, but I enjoyed it.. Appreciate the time being together with them.. Pure and sincere, no hypocritic..

~STORY ENDED!!~

1st Official Date With SEMI-D...

SEMI-D went Old Town Coffee Shop in Aeon Bkt Tinggi.. Although basically not much thing to talk during the dinner, but i felt very happy and warm being with them.. Got a kind of feeling but I don't know how to explain or describe it... Plus the jokes that have not been heard for a long time from our Fatty Joker ----> Mr. UPM.. Haha overall, 1 word to say that is <Happy>

But this Mr.UPM busy with his dates and fully booked, he left at the half of our outings and missed alot of informative chit chats.. Haha.. So in the end we went for a 2nd round yam cha at Station One Bkt Tinggi... And what I wanted to know about Sickz love stuffs, I already roughly get the answers... And same thing goes to Mary-Kate too... Haha kinds of interesting stories.. We shall continue on the coming outing ---> 2.10.2008 (Thu)

All seems to be more mature after entering public universities... Mature in the sense of thinking... At the age of 20, these are the things supposed to be.. Although there are some of us still physically inmature ( I think SEMI-D members know who am I pointing at, right? Hia hia hia!!)

Back for just merely 8 days... Packed week... Hopefully I can make it to visit whoever I suppose to.. Nitez...
Adios..

I Want to Tell You That...

Weird feelings occured between me and you.. Although honestly I am not sure about what feeling is that, but after knowing you for 2 months, having memories with you, tip and toes, day by day, sweets and sours... U started to make me to have a will to protect you, taking care of you and I am showing sympthoms of falling on u..

Explaination for being unsure about what feeling I am having :
"I had make some one heart-broken in the past..I saw her suffering and struggling... She did asked for a chance but I had been cruel to her... Cruel at the right time will be better for both of us.. The love story, commitment and all sorts of promises ended after 14 months of struggling. I did regret,but I still believe what I done in the past is to ensure that both of us will be more comfortable in future..."

That is why, until today, I dare not simply take action, or step into a relationship easily...Because I scare I might hurt you.. I dare not simply give promises because I scare I might unable to fulfill it.. I don't want to see you disappointed.. That is why... and why.. I maintained a close friend relationship with you... Until one day I found the path that we can walk together, then we will be together until our hair turned white... You are giving me the feeling like I am giving to you... You are treating me exactly like how I treated you.. Am I easily got misunderstood? Hopefully I am not..

If one day U read this post, I think you will know what am I trying to tell you... And you will know who is the "you" I mentioned above.. Still don't understand? Never mind... Still more to come in future...
Thanks for reading although most of you don't really understand what message I am trying to pass on.. But this post is for some one that is important to me... For "you", to understand me more and getting nearer to our path...
Regards...

Ermm...

Only managed to get to this blogger website to write something during this Hari Raya holiday break... My time was too packed and even though I had a time I will rather prefer to spend it on having a nap to regenerate my energy to prepare for the next challenges and plans to meet.. (Excuses for being lazy to blog?! Perhaps =D)

After 2 months being at UUM, about 90% adapted to it... So not much about UUM to complain here anymore... And of course many sweet memories being in UUM too... And here I want to congrate Mr. Ben Lim.. After being single for months, finally he found his beloved angel... And here I wish him to be happy and sweet forever...

And Ivan, found his dream girl too although from other nationality.. But as long as u two love each other, no problem cant be solve one k? Keep it up and here I wish you success too.. Ka YaO!!

And Mary-Kate, busy being courted by butterflies around her... I think soon she will couple up with some one too (bcs she cannot tahan loneliness, means in another word "gatal".. Hia Hia Hia kidding k..) And I wish you found your true love as soon as possible and be happy and sweet..

And Fatty Dino, the most handsome man in UPM, busy being courted by Bigger Size Butterflies around him.. Hope he got his first love too in UPM... =D

Sounds more towards wishing only in this post.. Aiks... Don't really know what to write..
Stop blogging for quite a time so a bit rusted already... Anyway I will make use of my time and blog as much as I could in this coming week.. See you soon guys...take care..

Boring SAT!!!

Help!! Super duber boring.. Majority of my brothers in UUM (around 6-10 of them) are having a mid semester exam on this coming Thu.. All busying and pia-ing studies especially me "beloved" gg roomate from sg.buloh.(when u guys meet him u all will know the meaning of super guai kia..zzz..) Haiz actually not in the mood to blog but just too boring and wanted to express it here.. As I said, this is the place for me to vomit out happy things and unhappy feelings..
And wont forget to show u guys my photos here...
(Si kecik, you thought you got photos only?cheh.. Lolz)

So fast..

Tomorrow I will be going back to UUM... Going to continue my busy life fulled of assignments, activities and MOONFEST meetings and duty as well... Grrrr... Kinda regret to join the moonfest that cost me alot of time and energy as well.. But as a responsible guy, once step in something (no matter whether it is love stuff or anything else =P) , the concept is the same, must continue and finish it with a responsible heart..

Coming back to Klang really makes me spend alot.. Especially petrol..(Stupid car using petrol as if it is drinking water..zzz) One week spending the expenditure that I spend it Campus for a month.. Shit! Its a bad thing indeed..

Aikz.. Don't know some how I feel like lazy to blog.. And prefer to share things personally with friends but not in the blog anymore because this blog has a lot of unknown viewers too..LOLz..
Alright I stop here.. Sorry guys...

Be tough to stay longer and happier!!
Take care bye!

Back to Klang for the 1ST TIME after entering UUM!!

Well.. Not much to elaborate about my feelings.. Kinda exciting... I will make full use of my 7days here and do my arrangement nicely to ensure my 7 days here enjoyable.. Cheers!!

Any comment?
Match? LOLzz.. A friend from Sarawak... haha.. don't misunderstood ya!!

Hi Guys I'm BACK!!!

Just to share a simple story:

It is my first time holding a cake, giving surprise to a girl and celebrate her birthday... Is that called LOVE? I don't think so.. But then... Don't know how to describe the feeling.. Just feel like giving out without hoping for any return.. ( Ivan don't worry I'll show you photos..) I planned everything a day earlier and thanks god, her friends supported me and I manage to get her to the lake and surprise her with a birthday cake.. I'm not sure whether is she really surprise but think so if someone did that to me, no surprise also I'll feel happy...Story end...

I don't know what happened to me... Am I afraid of being in love? Am I phobia? Am I abnormal? Just couldn't figure out what's going on... Few years back, I was so good in talking to girls even some of my friends admire my so called "tian yan mi yu".. But now... I find it hard to talk to a girl I mean in that kind of special manner... Trauma? Terrorised? LOL.. Old already perhaps.. But what ever it is, just follow the faith lo.. That's the only way I can think to let myself feel better..

Sounds like emo?? NOpe... Besides all this, I have alot of buddies here... With them filling up my boringness, I live happily here... Although kampung lives, plucking rambutans, durians, and what ever fruits we have here, but we enjoy it.. The only thing I miss is PORK...(hia hia hia!!) And of course, I wont forget to miss u la MK and Ivan and Sickz (the whole SEMI-D)...

See u guys soon.. 14th of Aug morning 7am... Remember ya...Chaoz..
Take care...

A One Day Fun Trip!!!

I followed Northen Buddhist Association for a one day Kedah trip on 18th July means last Fri actually.. We visited the head quarters of Northen Buddhist Association in the morning and after that, the comittees brought us to a park but i forgot what was the park's name already.. But I can roughly describe what's inside that park actually.. There were tigers, bear, all sorts of unique plantation etc.. Its like a mini zoo actually... RM8 for entrance fee.. Worth it!! After that I visited Alor Setar for the 1st time... Its like a mini KL but of course we cant compare it with Sg.Wang, Times Square etc.. ( But at least better than Changlun or UUM =p) After that we visited Crystal Mountain and Padi Museum.. 2 super dubber boring place.. I am not an artist so I failed to enjoy the feeling of admire inside the padi museum which is full of paintings, pictures photo etc.. And I went to Padang Besar after that... U guys know where was that place? Around 10km from Thailand border and everything there was duty free... So excited when I reached there but ended up buying around RM10 things only and mostly are food and tibits..( No money le.. waiting for PTPTN hehe =) ) And the last place we went at night was Kuala Perlis and we had our seafood dinnner there... 6 dishes for each table and 10 people per table each person paid RM10 only and of course... I sat with girls and they have a very "good" cat appetite... So we guys can eat more!!! Yeah!!! After that we walk around the seaside and went home..

Actually northen part of M'sia is like more towards village living style... There are padi fields here and all sorts of "kampung" people...Very much more friendly compared to KL Malays..
Although alot things I have in KL while I have nothing ( Zero Entertainment) here, but I really start to adapt here already and the lifestyle here... The air here are much fresher than KL... Hehe seems start praising here after condemming it for quite a period of time here... Looking forward to go back to Klang and meet u guys on 14th of Aug... See u guys ya...

Here a simple joke for u guys"
4 people went for a mountain climbing.. Britain ppl, France ppl, Eric and Sickz... When this 4 ppl reach the top of the mountain, France ppl start spraying perfumes and throw the empty perfume bottle from the mountain and the Britain ppl very angry and ask him:" why u keep spraying perfumes without finishing it and throw it away?Its such a waste.." the France ppl answered him:" perfumes in our country are so cheap, it doesn't matter!!" Then, the Britain ppl start smoking there.. He light the cigaratte and throw, and light another and throw from the mountain... Eric very angry and ask the Britain ppl why is he so waste... Britain ppl answered:" cigarettes are so cheap in my country and it doesn't matter!" After hearing that, Eric throw Sickz from the mountain too... U guys know why?? Who know the answer please leave a comment ya... (because Sickz is so cheap so its doesn't matter...) ( Hia Hia hia.. Sickz=Sh) =p

Hope u guys enjoy it...Adios... Keep in touch...

Weekends at KEdah!!

Guess what is the entertainment here?!Yeah... Let me tell you guys... Plucking rambutan!! Great satisfaction after plucking a whole big bag of rambutan and enjoy it with several friends here.. Its an entertainment out of no entertainment... Alamak... Seems like very pity hor here?! Not really la.. Started to adapt and get use to it already..

I went to Changlun small town yesterday evening and had my dinner there... Its actually a small town compared to KL or even Bkt Tinggi Klang but i felt damm happy there because at least there are many things compare to UUM... And something that I wanted to emphasize is... I ATE PORK!!! Waaa the feeling was so nice although not as nice as Klang "Ba-Kut-Teh" but inside UUM everyday eat Malay food is kinda boring actually... Felt I am more "Chinese" yesterday... Hia Hia Hia... But cant play until too late because the last bus was 9.30pm so I reached my room at around 10pm.. After enjoying rambutans again and watching Malaysia vs China (Chinese chess) at the cafe, I slept at around 1am...Oh ya forgot to say, that noob kecik complaining she scare because her roomate all back to penang already so she find me via sms... Zzzz don't know what she afraid of... Damm NOOB!! Hia hia hia... And the result of China vs Malaysia is 1-2 Malaysia won!!! Damm noob la china people... Chinese chess also lose apatah lagi chess... Hia hia...

And woke up 7am this morning to get prepared to attend my co-curiculum class at 8am.. Guess what's my co-curiculum? Its "Public Speaking!!" Unexpected? Yeah that's new Eric in new environment...Hopefully after i graduate i can stand on the stage without any stage fear and speak fluently...

To Ivan : Heyya, cant get to contact u for quite a long time... How are u? hope u contact me ya brother..

To Sickz : How's your job? Hopefully everything ok ya... All the best... Belanja me eat bakuteh when i come back... Hehe damm gian bakuteh d...

To Mary_Kate : Aikz nothing to tell u la since we got contact via sms one... One word for u ---> NOOB!!!

To Dino : Studies ok mou? All the best and keep in touch ya... Dont bully people there later kena whack like dog eh like how i whack u last time... ( Hia Hia Hia!!) Kidding la...

Alright I stop here...
Adios!!

New Life in UUM Kedah!!

Hello ladies and gentleman, viewers, I am BACK!!!
Waaaa... Stop bloging for quite a long time, feel so fresh here...

Let me start about my routine life...
I slept for total 12 hours for the whole orientation week ( means 5 days slep 12 hours..Wth?!)... It was tiring but actually quite entertaining too... Universities lives are very different from secondary school... We were treated as adult... Means every single thing, you have to be independent and stand by yourself... No more spoon feeding and no more relying on friends or family... Its a good training for me since as most of my friends said, I am the "lemah" one so its a chance for me to be tougher to face many many more challenges in future...
Dress code : Everyday formal with neck tie... ( Imagine Malaysia 37 celcius wearing tie and walk around the campus...Wow.. Quite challenging leh!!)

And I miss my family, my 2 little cute dogs.. I miss my friends, my buddies and I miss the outings with you all as well... A little homesick actually, but since my destiny is here, I will face it with a more positive thinking and of course, I will let myself "happy go lucky"!! ( I will be back to Klang for a week on Aug 15th so we can reunion!!)

To those who worry me, please don't worry ya... I start to adapt the enviroment here... And I will continue to blog and let u guys know about my situation from time to time..

Thanks for viewing...
Take care...
Adios..

Final..

After blogging today, I may stop for a period because I am going to my new home, new environment ---> University Utara Malaysia in Sintok!!! and face new challenges and of course... Wont forget to meet new girl friends.. Haha... (Don't like that la I am single ma now so its normal leh!!)

Haih.. Want "mmm seh tak", want emo, also enough already lar... Going to further studies but not going to die... We should go with a happy mood and feelings ma aren't we?! So nothing much to say la in this pre-final blog.. Haha... Appreciate my strongest friendship I ever build between me and my brothers and sister.. (U all know who I mean right?!) And thanks for u guys caring and "heng-dai-ness" for this few years after I met u all since form5...

Finally, thanks for viewers support and your time to visit this blog... Although its boring, but with this blog, automatically, I shared my problems with u all and indirectly, u all became my listeners... Really thanks... That's all I want to say tonight.. Have a nice day and bright future..
Good luck.. Take Care...
Adios...
Nitez...

This Time is REAL!!

Not kidding... The time of leaving really just 1 centimeter in front of me... Its really damm damm near... I feel the fear.. The fear of losing friends, losing the time of being together with friends and family...

Tonight I met Kecik.. Me and Ivan actually.. We purposely gave up clubing plan and went to her house to accompany her for the last few hours before she leaves here to USM.. Face smiling but heart wiping.. Not sad la but really "mmm seh tak" lor.. This few months, as what Sickz said, we movie together, sing k together, skating, trip, even slept together (haha purposely want to spoil your reputation!!) and we'd being so close and share what ever stories, problems and experiences as well... But now, SHE is going to leave us to Penang... ( Cheh, me ownself also need to go kedah too la!^^) Everything gonna end here... The next date or period that we can become that close is on coming Aug semester break and that if we still have and sharing the close bro sis feelings.. But not matter what happen in future, no matter who u met, what u did, u are still my dearest sister ya with endless topics and endless bullying too... ( I mean, is me bully u... Clarify 1st!) hehe... Anyway take care ya... Hope u see this blog.. Actually this blog is meant for u le... Proud of it?! LOLX..

Adios..

Memories..Have a Look ya!!

Every moment together...Appreciated!! Truely and sincere from the deepest of my heart... I miss the every second with u all... Cheers!!

Last Outings?! Arghhh...

Today may be the last outing for me, kecik, Sickz, Dino and Ivan... We enjoyed our karaoke session at neway Centro and our dinner at nearby Ocean.. We laugh happily and enjoyed alot... But when I was laughing, I still can feel the sadness of leaving here ( not exactly sadness but its like "mmm seh tak" la!!)... I will think of how long can I continue laughing and enjoying with them... Sounds EMO?! Don't worry guys, I am ok.. ^^

Bunch of Uni intake stuff haven settle yet.. Really big headache... Need to pay fees la, fill in hundreds of forms and verification including my parent's IC and what the hell is that?? I really don't understand the system of higher education in M'sia(Parents IC also need verification??).. And I must settle everything by tomorrow or else my mum will strangle me.. Still got merely 3 days to coming Sat leh not 3 weeks or 3 months.. And again, I was doubting about the system of higher education in M'sia for giving us around 1 week to consider and do preparation for the local Uni intakes.. What the hell? Don't we need time to consider? Waliao... Very dissatisfied!! Blame ownself lor for not studying well and failed to enter Singapore... If not I wont gramble here already... Haizzzzzzzz.......

And quite worry of my little sister.. She going USM located in Penang.. Although to me, she is a tough girl ( tough Ginna =p) but as a bro, I still feel worry because the society in Penang is kinda complex and complicated according to my mum(and no matter how, she is still a girl wor go so far is quite dangerous actually...)... And the next thing to worry is the fact of her becoming a "PP" will become a reality or not?! Ahahaha... U know la I kinda "pentingkan" outlook one haha so better don't become a "pp" when i see u at Aug ya...( Or else I will bully u until u become like now!!! Hia hia hia!!) And bro Ivan still could not make up his mind in making choice to enter local Uni or study private.. Omg!! Really not much time left le Ivan, plan for your future!! And babi Sickz, post those "gam dung" stuff in his blog make me feel like crying... But actually I know u are the one most "mmm seh tak" right?haha don't lie ya so long brother already, I know what are u thinking actually..

But anyway, I wont forget our strong friendship or can say its "buddyship"!!
Unforgetable...
Tired.. I stop here... Still haven recover from flu... Aikzz...
Adios... Good night!

Feel Better Today...UP and DOWNs...

I had a nightmare yesterday night.. Actually its not a nightmare la its not scary or horror at all but just a reality that going to happen but I am afraid to face it... I am not sure whether is that called EXCITED or being hard to leave here.. I start to imagine things going to happen when I step into UUM next week.. Its kinda far and long period away from home.. That's the varsity lives!! That's what I wanted for it so long.. Biggest freedom I ever had... But when times come, I started to have all kinds of feelings..

After chatting with Ivan yesterday night, I really think back, its true... Once we separate, its hard to maintain the same and strong friendship as now... We meeting our new friends at the new environment... We will start getting closer to them and further to our currently friends... Its a fact that nobody can change it... I am a human beings with feelings too... I can act like it won't happen but its just a way of escaping it... So what else can i do? The only thing I can do is to appreciate every seconds with u guys here for the last week before entering UUM at the 29th of June... Just for example kecik and me, we are good friends and bro sis closest ever... Can anyone guarantee this after 5 months, everything will be the same as now? Maybe she will be getting a new kor kor in Penang, while me... Ehhem.. No need to mention right?! Quite sad to think about all this stuff... Plus the preparation of entering the Uni was pretty headache... But what ever it is, I hope si kecik, YOU DON'T FORGET TO CALL ME "BRO" WHEN I MEET U 5 MONTHS LATER AFTER I LEAVE YA!!! IF NOT U WILL EAT MY KUN TAO BU!! HAHA!!
And bro Ivan, hope u are the same too ya.. Chill!!!

AIkz.. Just for the sake of emo-ing.. Nothing special actually..
I stop here Adios!!

Leaving Soon!!

Arghh..Just back from Genting Highland 3 days 2 nights trip..Freaking tired + exhausted..But it will be a very memorable vacation since it may be the last trip before all of us enter universities and start our studies..Quite sad to think of leaving here soon..

After all, let me describe about the Genting trip.. At the first day, most of us were getting exhausted and spent the whole day travelling and we had our dinner together and rest in the hotel room. (Except Ivan, Sickz and Dino this 3 siao kia, managed to sleep at 3am and woke up early in the next morning after having a big cup of coffee at the Coffee Bean..And Ivan ended up became a zombie at the end of our trip! Hia hia hia!) 2nd day, we woke up at 8am and started off our day by entering the theme park.. Unfortunately, it was raining so we hang around first world plaza until the rain stops.. Although me and kecik slept for long hours at the first night but we could't sleep properly actually so we lack of concentration at the 2nd day(Like blur blur and uncomfortable but still manage to play lar!!^^).. The rain stops and we entered theme park and started off with Pirate's Boat...And we continued with roller coaster, fun cart, space shot etc... And the funniest thing I could remember is when we were entering the fun cart, the height requirement --> 153cm while kecik height is around 153.5cm... Hia hia hia luckily she still managed to get in or else I will blog even more to laugh at her...Hia hia hia.. And I join the rock climbing for the first time.. Seems easy but I gave up half way because I was too tired and do not have any energy left after playing for the whole day(Lack of determination too).. So we had our dinner and went for bumper car before clubing at night.. The clubing was fun except Dino complaining not enough alchohol made him no mood so he spent the whole night sitting there looking us have fun..Oh ya, nearly forgotten!! 5 of us enter the Safari Disco but just one of us need to show her identity card..Guess who??! Hia hia hia!! ITS GINA!! Damm NOOB!! And after clubing, we(Me, Ivan and Kecik) having emo-ing session until 6am the next morning.. We woke up at 11am at the 3rd day.. All packing own stuff before checked out.. But we still managed to play 1 session of rock climbing before leaving Genting.. I got some improvement at this 2nd time but still failed to reach the peak(Nvm, I wont give up and make sure myself to achieve it the next time i come to genting again)... And kecik feel dizzy because not enough sleep and complained vomitting when we reached KL central.. LE-MAH!!! Hia hia hia!!

And back to topic about entering local universities, seriously, we still have merely 9 days before the actual intake.. And its near.. And.. Actually, feel quite hard to leave here.. Everything here including family, my 2 little cute dog, my buddies and friends etc.. Kedah was far.. And Kedah was lonely.. I mean.. The Lamer there will be lonely.. But will be tougher and stronger.. CONFIDENCE BACK!!!!

Stop here. Thanks. Adios.
=)

Exciting 3 days!!

Start from 10th June (Tue)...
Yeah! Finally I got a appointment to lunch with my friends because they are coming to AEON Bkt Tinggi and I was quite excited since have not meet them for quite a long time...Me, Hong, Ivan and NOOB kecik ate lunch at the "Tian Di" coffee shop although kecik keep complaining hot while eating her char kuey tiow (Nobody will bother her complains usually because the most important thing is budget..Ngek Ngek!!)...Then we went walking around inside Jusco Bkt Tinggi and failed to watch movie due to time arrangement problems ( mainly because I need to go back earlier to prepare dinner for my family...Aikz...) ... Although our activities were quite normal but we were happy to get together...

11th June (Wed)...
We eventually went bowling and badminton... My badminton skills improved a very little bit and at least I managed to win NOOB Kecik ( Haha she was laughing and teasing me all the way and I felt so satisfy after winning her hahaha alhough she is a girl..) We suppose to went swimming too but due to the increasing price of petrol so we canceled the plan... And I ate the first dumpling "Ba-Chang" for the year 2008... So nice!!! Maybe I seldom eat... Felt so exhausted after sports for the whole entire day... Tired but happy..^^ Oh ya i forgot to mention that very luckily I became the champion in bowling event...Haha.. IVAN <---- YOU NOOB!!!

12th June (Thu).. Means today...
Woke up at 10am and participated in KTV event in Green Box... Wow I lack of sleep for 3 days continuously already... Feel to tired and straight fall asleep when i reach home after singing... Nothing special today and actually I am not in the mood of blogging actually but just initially blog a few paragraphs to satisfy myself la... Weird? What I want actually? Blog or not to blog? Perhaps..

Thanks for viewing...
Adios and good night..

Tiring...Exhausted..But Happy!!

Today i start my first day of working after resting for.... emmm.... about nearly 3 months sitting at home becoming an inproductive human beings ( means "fai chai" ) .. Wow.. I stand from 10am to 10pm... Stand roughly 8 hours exclude lunch and dinner time... Although maybe its nothing to many of u.. But to me, its damm tiring... Maybe because i haven get use to it yet... ( Know la, after resting for so long, suddenly resume to work, sure will feel more tired on the 1st day.. =p Excuse of being lousy actually...)

And guess who i met today? I met my bro --> IVAN's ex...Chin Chun if I am not mistaken.. Got a shock... The world is so small... Haha.. We are working under the same agent company but different outlet but I manage to see her this morning because she followed my superior's car to lead me into the Giant complex for my first day of working... And she told my friend that she know me but i don't know her... Aikz.. A bit "paiseh" leh... Actually I've seen her before mixing with Ivan and Noob Kecik...

This work is tiring but really damm high-paid... Regarding my salary, I think it should be private & confidential right? ^^ But to me its really high... Tiring but happy because my post was outlet supervisor actually and i got 2 promoter girls under my supervision... And my job is to sit there, look after that 2 girls to avoid them "snake-ing", help a bit a bit then go home... So nice right? Arigato and million of thanks to my ex-collague + friend + siao-jabo ---> ***VIN SHIH***... Hope she read this although I know she mostly won't...

Aikz just saja want blog after working for whole day... But its fun to be tired and exhausted for once a while.. Abnormal? Who loves to be tired? Perhaps...
Thanks for viewing and concern...
Take care....
Chaoz adios...
Nitez.

Apologize !! Sorry!!

Sorry to all my viewers for not updating my blog for quite a time... Due to lack of mood and time, I am not able to update my blog so sorry ya to u guys... ^^

Today I was waken up by KECIK at 9.30am sharp ( I slept at 5am yesterday night dota-ing with Ivan bro...) ... She was waiting outside my gate while I was still in the mood of continuing my beautiful dreams... Aikz... I thought she just wanted to pass me the laptop to be repaired and don't know how, she managed to cheat me and get into my house.. Haha.. ( Kidding nia don't angry ya!!) And we watched "Step Up 2" together.. Actually I am having a higher expectation on this movie before it disappointed me this morning...

And as usual, I really have endless topics chatting with her... ( Ei,the word endless makes me recall of the word "bottemless" in the nando's beverages menu.. Haha thinking of nando's at Pavillion.. Haha funny.. ) God~~ When would i started to feel bored of her... Hahaha... And i serve her papaya while playing chess with her to pass time since she had nothing to do at home... And NOOB KECIK, "YOU NOOB!!" Let me 'tapao gao gao' this morning and dare not continue the 2nd match.. Wakakaka.. Hope u read this ya!! =p
( And I just realize my papaya left half of it only... Walau... But also expected la after seeing u all ate pizza last week... haha.. Tam Cia Po!)

I am kinda happy this few days after receiving a call from my ex-collague offering me a high-paid job on this coming weekend ( means tomorrow) ... After waited for so long and finally i get a job but unfortunately, just for 2 days... Haiz.. What am i going to do after this two days.. Continue my boring cum inproductive routine lives?! Aikz... I had enough of it man..

And the date of local universities intake are getting nearer and nearer and I realized that I actually cant bare to leave this place after living here for 15 years... Cant bare to leave my friends here, my family, my sis and bro and everything here... But yet I had to leave to further my studies in order to fulfill my dreams and targets!! So before I go, hope to have a happy time with all my close friends and family... ( Aikz, seems a bit sad mentioning leaving stuff..aikz...)

Alright..A bit tired...I stop here.... Thanks for viewing and concern..
I'll try my best to update more frequent... Thanks for everything..
( And here i specially thanks to noob kecik for giving me a wonderful today...haha sounds weird but honestly, at least today is different from other normal days in the way that more productive and not so boring actually...At least I no need to stick to dota for the whole day haha... Anyway. THANKS YA NOOB KECIK! )

Chaoz...Take care... Gambateh!!

NARNIA <--- Best Recommended Movie!!

Today i watched NARNIA 2.. Wow!! Finally get to watch if after hoping for so long ( I mean, hoping for someone to date me for a movie actually =p).. Many people said the ending was too simple, but to me, overall, consider a good movie with a very interesting and attractive story lines (The water elements graphic was damm damm great!! Must WATCH!!)... Guys please proceed to the nearest cinema and watch it or else you will REGRET... And I am not earning a single cent commission for advertising the movie... Actually its recommending instead of using the word "ADVERTISING"!!! =)

And today I actually watched the movie with my sister and she bring along her sister and bro without my knowledge and kinda surprise actually... And here I am gonna thanks her for that bowl of "tang yuan"... Although haven eat yet but i think it looks and tastes nice right?! Perhaps..haha..
Her bro (currently form 1) was cute and quite a nice guy... Although a bit boastful but kids normally is like that... I can understand and tolerate this... LOLX.. But honestly, he has a good-looking features and kinda handsome actually... Looking forward to see him in future maybe in another 2 or 3 years... ( Was trying to comparing him with me haha..)

And today i found out something quite horrible about my sister and her siblings.. They can really eat alot... Not alot, but is super dupper MUCH!!! Can you imagine a kid aged 12+ can eat 1 whole regular size pizza ( erm...I think its around 6 slices) and he ate quite alot of garlic bread and of course he finished his mushroom soup and soft drink too...OMFG!!! That's why, don't judge a person by its size and don't underestimate the "KECIK" family... I am shocked today to see them eating... Maybe I am too lousy or...they actually abnormal?? Please vote for it...LOLX...

And actually, forgot to mention, I really don't have any patience to accompany ESPECIALLY GIRLS to shopping even though just a merely 15 minutes, I will become very impatient already... Was wondering how "mulia" those bf who accompany their gf to shop for hours.. Again proven, the POWER OF LOVE!!! (But honestly leh, I will also feel impatient even though accompany my own mother leh i mean shopping... And as i remember, i never accompany my ex-es to shop before..LOLX...)

Alright I stop here... And gonna remind my sister, next time if outing with your family, don't call me along because I feel weird leh hehe don't want to disturb u guys enjoy and having moments together ma... No offending meaning ya...
Thanks for your time and concern... Have a nice days...
Chaoz...

Horoscope?Believe it?

Recently I started to believe in horoscope after my sister sent me an email about horoscope (damm accurate) ...Anyone interested can let me know so i can email to u all too... And i read about myself ---> Sagittarius ...Can say its 90% describing about me and that's the reason why I started to believe it... And i read my ex horoscope too ---> Scorpio and found out that Sagittarius guys are not match with Scorpio girls... Both Sag guy and Scor girl had a very different way in loving each other... That's true... That's why in the final stage between me and my previous ex, I felt that I am unable give what she want and she couldn't fulfill my request too and so, in the end, "game over" loo... Aikz stop mentioning about the past.. Human beings had their eyes in front to look frontwards not backwards.. ^^

And ya, I am having a quite abnormal life recently... No matter what time I sleep at night, I will wake up at around 1pm on the next morning... Maybe due to my "pigness", I am having difficulties in waking up from my comfortable bed every morning and dragggggggggggg and delay until 1pm or even 2pm sometimes... SHIT! If this situation continues, I will be having problems in waking up early to attend classes in University (after june 29 intake) ... What should I do? Trying hard to change it actually.. If anyone has any idea to help me, that will be better...^^

And i found out that my sister had been emo-ing for the past few days...She said she lost her direction, confuse and afraid of losing something due to changes... Well... Changes happen everywhere and every moment... For example myself, I need to change my life plan after getting shit STPM result (3.42 CGPA) and cancel my plan of persueing my studies in Singapore... I feel upset too but human beings must think more positively and don't give up easily... Maybe there is a better chance or opportunity waiting for me in local? Try to think like this and you will be much happier ya sister...

Alright and I stop here...Thanks for viewing and concern...Arigato!!!
Take care...
Adios..
Have a nice day...

Exhausted Days!!!

I received a sms from Sue Chin last friday and she asked me to accompany her to the NUS welcome tea on Saturday...And as usual, I slept at 4am on Fri (actually is consider Sat morning d..) , and wake up at 7am so total up i slept for only 3 hours before accompanying her to the welcome tea...Half dead...Zombie...Till now i was still wondering how would i agree to accompany her that day...Seems cheated..(haha kidding only ya..)

And after the welcome tea, she had a date with her "ji mui" (Chun Fong, Li Lian, Su Ling) at the Red Box Sunway and she bring me along...4 girls versus 1 thin guy..OMFG!! The situation was so dangerous...Ahaha...We sang until 5.30pm and I reach home at around 7pm...Damm bloody exhausted...I was the one accompanying her for the whole day but don't know why i still felt like thanking her leh maybe because i saw her driving here and there for the whole day and she looked tired (and pity too ^^)...THANKS YA SI KECIK!!! Hence, I quickly take a nap because I had a clubing date with my friends at night (means Sat night ya sorry if i make u guys mix up the dates..)...

And at night, I reached Bar-Celona at 11pm...Wow the club was so hot and crowded....It was the first time I enter that place and it was quite nice actually just a bit too crowded due to its Sat night...And I found out that girls love clubing more than guys in this 21st century because girls stand 2/3 of the people in the club yesterday night...And of course, my eyes was busying looking for thin thin, white white, hair straight straight, eyes big big girls...hahaha...In conclusion, I enjoyed the night in Bar-Celona...

I reached home at 3am and slept until 12pm this morning....Feel like dying leh too exhausted already...So i rest for the whole day today...And today is my bad luck day...Why i say so?I went for basketball just now and hurt both of my thumb until I am having difficulties in Sms-ing...So SUEH!!! I think it takes a long time to recover..Haiz...Tomorrow sure let kecik laugh I "lemah" again since we will be meeting again tomorrow to celebrate Cheng's birthday together..

This few days are quite joyful..Not as boring as past few days...Dota eat slep..ZZzz...Bad life...
And alright, I stop here...Thanks viewers for your time and concern, may god bless u and all the best and good luck in everything...

Adios!!!

"Yam Cha?!"

Today I am going to talk about"Yam Cha" (means drink tea activities)...Can anybody tell me what is the main point of "Yam Cha"? I used to take yam cha as a chance for friends and buddies to get together and talk, chatting around and telling each other problems etc... But lately I found out that, yam cha is just an official occasion among friends...

Why i suddenly have this kind of thoughts? Yesterday I went yam cha with Cheng, Edwin, Swee Hong and Kah Kok...They brought me to a coffee shop in Bkt Tinggi, we ordered drinks and sat there...Instead of chatting, we watched TV showing the movie "I not stupid 2"....So after sitting there for an hour, drinks are finished, they sent me home...

And i was thinking, what is the main point?Just meeting each other for an hour?Actually we didn't talk anything important yesterday...I wanted to tell them that actually i feel quite lonely lately and I am quite messed up but they seems too focus to the movie and I couldn't even have a chance to talk...Well...Of course when u seeing your friends are focusing on the movie, u don't feel like disturbing them by telling your problems, feelings right? That's the better way to describe what actually happen yesterday night...

Actually I am not emo-ing...Just wondering and have some thoughts so share with u guys...But honestly, if this situation continues, I feel our yam cha will be meaningless (Watch movie at home also can watch la! What for purposely waste u guys time and money to come all the way from klang just to watch movie?)...I prefer blogging here at least I can vomit out my feelings and feel better after blogging...Maybe I am weird, but that's my feeling...NO OFFENDING PURPOSE YA!!! (But i really thought kah kok got things to tell me yesterday...lol..)

I stop here. Thanks for your time and concern...Take care and all the best..
Adios!

My Life so Boring!!!

In the morning when i usually wake up at 12pm or even later,after brushing my teeth and take a light breakfast, I will sit in front of my desktop and start playing chess,dota,chatting...etc...until I feel hungry, I will cycle out to take my lunch...After finishing my lunch (Normally is Mamak stuff coz Botanic don't have any shops around..), I will cycle back and continue my computer games routine life...My mom lecture me almost everyday about it...Haih...But besides computer games, what else can i do in the whole boring weekday? Without transport and with a limited financial income...And mostly all of my friends are busying their own stuff too...I really have no idea about what else can I do during weekdays...

Heng Kecik will plan some activities once a while but I understand that she have her own problems too and I really don't want to trouble her because whenever there is an outing, she will have to fetch me because usually the outing that she plan is during daytime while my transportation only available during night time...LOLZ...(Paiseh ya kecik, i'll definitely repay ur kindness if got chance..^^)

My previous ex-gf --->YM had successfully get into NUS and she is now having an interview and briefing in Singapore...Sometimes i think i will feel weird because all this while I've been telling everyone that I am going to Singapore to pursue my studies after STPM but due the my standard of education(means bad result 3.42), rejected by Singapore government...AIkz...And ya, i remembered that the same feeling came into my mind when I was on my way back from the east coast trip, Neoh asked me "ei?u not going singapore anymore?why?" and I really feel embarassed to answer her...Haiz although its quite a "hard" feeling but need to face it too and accept the fact...(Besides that, what else can I do?Ask mom to spend alot of money to push me there?That's not my style and i dont want to burden my family...)

From here i learned a lesson ---> Do not say things too early and put too high hope on it! Things not necassary will go as what we planned...So we must know how to adapt the situation if something goes wrong so that we will be much happier in our life...Aiks there are too much of
philosophies in my blog these days and sorry ya if make u guys boring.. ;-p

I hope jobs company will call me up and offer me some part time jobs or else I will have to continue my abnormal "Computer Games" life which I am not happy with it too...
(I know and I realize that my English in this post are broken and hope viewers dont mind and correct me if u willing too...thanks alot!)
Thanks for your time and concern....All the best and good luck to all of my viewers..

Adios!!!

Facing The Real Life....

As what my cute sister said, after enjoying so much, we still need to come back to the cruel reality...We still need to face it and there is no way out of it...Hmmm...I quite agree what she said...

Dota-ing everyday is not a good solution from escaping the fear of loneliness...Although i have many friends around me, but friends are friends, they have their limit in every side...Their limited caring as a friends, limited understanding etc...Although people always say, "Love is Once in your life but Friendship is Forever and Unlimited.." Ya! Its true...Love always let a person feel hurt, upset while friendship won't...But think deeply, there are many things friendship cant give but LOVE can...

Today i refer back all the letters (Communication between me and my Ex), recall back alot of happy and sad memories in the past...I logged on to the friendster and looked at my friends profile, i saw his primary photo and he was hugging his girlfriend ( the one since form6) sweetly...I saw eternity in their relationship...I hope for that too and again, faith does not allow me...Maybe u will feel i love to blame the faith, the God for being unlucky but i am just grumbling...Wont give up that easily..As my mom said, "We Human Hold Our Own Luck in Our Own Hand And We Decide It!"

Anyway, I am hoping to get into University as soon as possible, hoping for a new environment, new friends, new challenges as well...Failed to get into Singapore is not a big deal, it does not represent the failure of my life..I will work hard in local universities as well to achieve my dream of being a super duber RICH man...

Why I aim for "RICH" man but not a happy man? As i getting older (actually means adult la^^), I mix with variety of friends, I met all kinds of human beings, I realize that even LOVE can be bought by money..I said LOVE, but not TRUE LOVE...But how many people in this world can actually differentiate it? Me? Let me think about it before answering..Maybe i am kind of Materialistic or so called "Money Eye" people...As long as I got money, I will be happy...Hence, I will find alot alot of money...(hey, no money, want "pat toh" buy flower also hard la!!)

I stop here...Thanks for viewing...
(Actually I also do not know what is the main point of blogging today...Just feel my heart is damm heavy and feel like vomit out something...Please read and ignore it if you feel it is "wu liao"...)

Adios!!

Sometimes Things Seem Happy But It's NOT at All...

Just finish enjoying with all my buddies,sisters and friends at the east coast of Malaysia..Same word to describe east coast island --->WONDERFUL!!! While the west coast like Port Dickson,Morib etc can't compare at all...But although the trip is quite enjoying but alot of so called "yi han"...

Snokering...Pool...Disco...KTVs...These are just the surface activities...Why i called it surface activities?Because when we are having these activities,we might smile happily,play and enjoy crazily but actually,deep inside our heart,there are loneliness,regrets,and many more other true feelings...

During this trip, I walked along the beach with my ex-schoolmate -->Chung Roei(Teacher) for the first time...I always hope to do this with the one i love but unfortunately, faith does not allow me to do so...But never mind la,walk with Roei also not bad what...At least she consider as leng lui also..haha..(Aiyo why this fellow so pentingkan outlook one?!) And of course,we both vomited alot of heart feelings too...She kinda understand me actually....Maybe we are the same type...We look happy,cheerful but actually,we are lonely human beings...But we are lonely,not PITY!!! Please be noted!!! But something weird about me and Roei is, when we meet, we can be very close, but after we go back to our own home, she will continue her own life without contacting me..And of course,I am the same too...Weird right?The god above us love to play with relationship matters..perhaps...But anyway, I am happy and glad to know her...

And here my guai sister's name appear again....Heng Sue Chin..LOLX...The last night of our trip, she didn't sleep for the whole night and the funny thing is, the next morning she told me that she wanted to wake me up for sun rise scene at 4am but she scared i EMO her if she wake me up so at last she waited for the sun rise at the beach ALONE leaving me in the room sleep like a stupid fool!!!What the HELL!!!First day know me ah?I got so emotional or not?!Now it became a "yi han" already...Haiz...Never mind la since we got many other chance one haha don't get offended ya because I am not blaming you(But please....NO NEXT TIME YA!!)...And that cute teacher,she wanted to wake me up too at 3am to accompany her to walk along the beach and u know what she told me at the next morning???
"Oh i see your room was dark so i don't want to disturb u hence,i didn't wake u up lo!" and again...What the HELL!!!!! So many "yi han"!!!! Aikz..Although i know still got many other chance but how long do i need to wait oh?!! Everyone is going to start studying at the end of JUNE...Haiz...

But overall,the trip is consider quite enjoying la...Don't be too greedy..haha...Sorry to all my blog viewers for not updating my blog for so long...Thanks for your time and have a nice day...
Adios....

Yeahooooo.........

This is the last post before i start to depart to east coast at 10pm tonight...I feel extremely excited right now because this is the first time i tour with 23 friends(whole big group)....Started to imagine things are going to happen in this coming 3 days...haha sure damm fun...

Yesterday i went to cut my hair with my new brother ---> IVAN
Ahha~ but due to some reason, we couldn't manage to join our friends lim-teh activity so in the end we end up spend the whole night at GGC dota-ing...LOLX dota with Ivan is an extremely fun experience and so far i teamed up v him,we never lose a single game before..(means UNBEATABLE) wakakakaka....

Aikz...There many things waiting for me to do...I haven prepare anything(eg.packing) for the trip...Actually just "saja" wan blog before going to the trip ahahaha nothing special....
Tadaaazz...


<CHEERS~~>

I Started To Feel My Life Is Quite Colourful Actually...

Today went bowling and "pool"-ing with Sue Chin and my new friend Ivan(gonna add him into my buddy list since i feel he's damm nice haha) Waaaaaa....Today very lucky to be champion bowler(actually the contestants are Sue Chin,Ivan and me only)...haha but still i will feel happy la..At least today is not as boring as the past few weeks...Maybe its because Ivan and Sue Chin are not working anymore so more people are able to accompany me but anyway thank them alot especially Sue Chin who always fetch me around without complaining at all but actually i know its very inconvenient and i really appreciate it...Thanks si kecil!!Haha..

I am getting very excited for this coming trip although i went there before during FEB of 2008.The feeling of going with families and friends aren't the same at all..At least with friends,we can do alot of things which is we cant do it with family (eg.CLUBBING) LOL..But with family,the most important benefit is ---> I DON'T NEED TO PAY A SINGLE CENT!!! Haha so i choose to go both and enjoy both benefits (although sounds clever but actually quite stupid leh go a same place twice in a short period)...

And again i want to remind myself is to BOOST UP YOUR OWN ENGLISH STANDARD ASAP!!! My good sister Sue Chin support me and correct me immediatly if i use the wrong grammar, sentence or phrase...Although if she correct me in front of others, people will feel weird but to me, i thanks her(I know its for my own good) and hope she can correct me more...Actually quite envy those good english speaker (eg.my own 2nd doctor bro...) Hope my standard of english can be up to his level in future...

Aikz my blog seems boring..Sorry to all my blog viewers if u feel boring....
Oh ya nearly forgotten to clarify that, Sue Chin's name often appear in my blog and she is my good sister so guys please don't misunderstand or start any "wu liao" rumours ya or she will kill me(although she's small in size but quite horrible too...) I think she will use her "kun tao bu" and "ji" my face after reading this..haha...

To all my viewers,thanks for your time and concern...Take care and all the best to all of my viewers and all the bloggers of this world...ROFL!!!
Tadaaaazzzzzzz.............

More Relieve Now!!!

No point being sad because of something that we can't change it...Why not just face it and overcome it?I will do it for sure...A little failure doesn't represent the end of my life.(although its really quite sad over what happened recently.) But then i will stand up, be stronger than last time, overcome it and solve it..I want the whole world to know that I am not that weak...I will make this failure a lesson for me to improve myself and do better in future in order to become a successful(of coz most important is rich la hehe^^) person....

I think mostly the government will offer me to University Utara Malaysia (UUM) which is located in Kedah..Half an hour to Langkawi Jeti u can imagine how far it is...But hope to get there because my teachers said the accountancy there was quite good..A new enviroment hoping that a new LAME_MARY too of course is a better one LOL...Was considering taking double degree but most important at the moment is to improve my super broken english first..

I am going on a trip next week to a seaside on the east coast of Malaysia..Once again i can enjoy the wave and beautiful sea of South China Ocean haha quite excited although still got 1 more week to go...

And 1 thing i found out about myself is that I am not quite interested in getting into a relationship...I prefer making friends around and getting close and intimate friendship with several girls but not girlfriend and boyfriend type...Is this abnormal?Hope to see u guys comment about this haha...Feel like no mood to pat toh already don't know is it possible i will become gay or not hahaha....And my new friend Joanne, the first few days i get to know her,i thought she was my Miss.RIGHT but then now suddenly just feel like making friends with her only at the moment...maybe i am afraid of being rejected or failed again in love world....
(Shit la i writing this blog i also realize that my english is damm sux..Please help me to correct thanks...)

And once again, thanks to all of my blog viewers...Thanks for your time and concern...Hope u guys have a nice time and good luck in everything... =)

Tadaaaaaaaa!!!

Everything Seems Nice Will Become Worse In The End..

This is my first blog and to all my beloved viewers, please correct me if i have any grammar mistake..Part of efforts to improve my broken English =)

I am kind of guy who likes to keep everything inside my heart but lately i feel my heart was fulled and i had to vomit out some in this blog...Emotionally unstable actually...Hopes and dreams unfufilled...

I pray so hard hoping that Singapore NTU will accept me although my result is bad but still put quite a high hope because i really LOVE there compare to our Malaysian Government...Finally,after waiting for 1 month plus, i receive an email from NTU saying that my application was unsuccessful due to large amount of application and they will only select among the best...That's why i failed...NGMP 3.42? Whats that? Is that a rubbish?

Thanks to friends and my family who gave me support and comfort me not to be too sad...I know its not end of my life for not going Singapore to study...If i say i am alright, i am bluffing...But don't worry, i will be ok soon just need some time...

Yesterday i went to Barcelona Disco near Sunway Pyramid with few of my Taylor's College friends (girls of course) haha... A lot of ppl so in the end we didn't enter the disco and went to Asia Cafe to have some drinks...I get to know a girl named Joanne age 18 this year from JB..She's nice and i seems got attracted to her..if course she is taylor's student studying mass communication..Waaa know ppl one day only know so much bout ppl haha biasa la interested sure will ask more wat... =) (interested as friends only at the moment please don't misunderstood!)

I feel very happy yesterday night...everything seems fun...but can anyone answer my question : Friends respect each other by bullying?

Although i know my friends are just playing, joking with me but they never understand my feelings because they are not the one being bullied...Sometimes just joking around i am ok with it but continuously will make me feel fed up and meaningless lor (plus i am kinda jaga air muka)..
I recommend a new friend of mine staying at botanic to them...1st day we went outing together also they wanna act like boss, and clever in everything and of course...they wont forget to bully me too.. although seems funny but then i feel uncomfortable with it honestly...I purposely beg my botanic friend to fetch them and arrange everything to go clubbing but they seems feel like very "ying kai" like that and show no thanks at all...Is it because i always tolerate because they are my friends so nowdays they already get use to it and become a way of communication between me and them?If yes really sorry lor i don't know how long i can tolerate some more...

And here specially thanks to my clever sister ---> Heng Sue Chin for giving me courage to start this blog...thanks alot..i feel much better after vomiting all mine hearts feeling into this blog...but still wondering...when my friends will start realize actually i feel very uncomfortable with the way they treat me or so called "JOKING ONLY"...zzz...